PE:I did have lots of questions which basically stemmed from my anxiety (although I am a deep person who’s the type to question, my anxiety added fuel to the fire).
I got my answers from Rabbi Avigdor Miller z”l and from the books “Permission to Believe” and “Permission to Recieve” by Lawrence Kelemen.
Just wondering…Did you ever research Yiddishkeit or other religions? Did you ever question you beliefs? (You don’t have to answer if you don’t feel comfortable doing so.)
Good Shabbos!