PE: I’ve made many difficult changes in my life. Believe me, they were TOUGH. But there’s nothing as freeing as this. You just feel…uplifted. Change is hard. But hard work makes you feel accomplished.
“.. and sometimes you wanna just continue without making those changes “
Do you WANT to change? Do you like your present life? Do you enjoy living? Is it worthwhile? Do you feel there’s a purpose, a goal in your life? At the end of the day, do you feel accomplished? Are you happy?
Besides, don’t take it as a commitment. Don’t think of it as if you research Yiddishkeit you’d have to do A B and C. These things come as you go along the path. You don’t change overnight. It’s a life struggle. The greatest of Rebbetzins have something to work on.
Hatzlacha Rabba in whichever choice you make.