Mother- I’m surprised you’re worried about your crying since this isn’t your first baby. U should know that this is completely normal. Your baby is 9, that’s NINE days old. You are lacking sleep and koach tremendously. Your hormones are flying. At 9 MONTHS I’d worry.
Just relax and try to get some sleep(yeah, I know…..)
And get your baby to start smiling so you’ll feel better!!
Mazel Tov and lots of Nachas.