MII- years ago I had pneumonia with crazy chest pains, weakness, and I thought I can’t feel worse than that. Years later I gave birth to my first baby and felt so terrible, that I couldn’t imagine feeling worse than that.
Now, that you’re experiencing both together, I could so well understand why you’re crying:)
I hope that my understanding of your situation makes you feel somewhat better!
Refuah Shelaime and Oif Simchas!