OK, that single word makes a HUGE difference, especially when read in the context of the rest of the post:
*I always had this “hang up” that why should i wanna get married and have to deal with all the technical halachos
*always have to make supper, be there for my husband and kids….
*i would just rather have a boy friend and have no commitment
That, and the comment earlier today on the topic of mixed gender friends (that a married man is less of a problem!)
OK, giant step back. Re-read with the word NOW, changes the whole thing.
Now that this is cleared up, next week we can start the madness and mayhem all over again!