I have a girl with an eating disorder living by me. She is in a program, and BH she is doing really well. She has been in and out of hospitals for more than 12 years. The longer it takes to get help, the worse it gets. So far this is the only program that has helped her on the road to recovery.
Hope you find the right program to get you through this because its a hard one. The people I know who had an ED did not recover. You must get professional help.