am yisrael, thanks for the #. I think I am dealing with the issues by speaking to someone else right now but if I ever need to get in touch with Rabbi Goldwasser as well, I will contact him. Thank you.
stamper, that is definitely not the reason why I texted this shabbos. I needed to text this shabbos for other reasons. They did happen to be important ones. I’m not condoning what I did but I’m pretty sure that if I told a rav what I did and why I did it, they would be ok with it.
Thanks for your concern though:)