Reply To: Unsent Letters

Wow, thanks gal… I didn’t send the letter because it WOULD harm her. As I said before, she’s emotionally unstable and really struggling. Our relationship was extrememly unhealthy (we were veeery close). Therefore, my thoughts mean a lot to her. And this letter is pretty caustic.

Momammia: I hold onto those letters, but keep them safe in my drawer. The reason I keep them is so that I should always be grateful for my current good life. I don’t ever want to forget how afraid, sad and alone I felt back then. I don’t want to forget where I’m coming from. I always want to understand those who are struggling even if my life has pretty much settled down b”H (although life’s never easy). I don’t always have the emotional strength to read those painful letters, but when I do, they certainly help me grow.