Sister Bear. In my opinion it sounds to me like you are burned out. You need to have down time. The irony is that is you take some down time to get away and casually walk, sit by a lake or ocean, etc., give yourself a vacation from your life for a few days; that you will have more mental spring to your step and be able to move forward through the same concerns all the better.
Just like we need sleep to unwind from the day, sometimes we need to turn down and rest our minds to handle things and become rejuvenated and get our second wind.
Hatzlacha!