MP, thank you for posting. all of your posts show you are a sensitive and exceptional person and this post is a perfect example. your post sums up my feelings exactly! the atmosphere here in the CR for the past few weeks has been one i have not seen in the time I’ve been reading and posting here in the CR. and its not one that will keep posters posting. my impression of AYC is still the same. the void left is large IMO. i always enjoyed his posts and i will miss him/her.
my suggestion? close the CR for a bit so people can take a breather from the CR, look at the whole situation from a step back and then come back free of the negativity.