syag, I wasn’t really talking to you. I was just saying that if the mod thought that a topic is a sensitive one to a poster (or anyone- I wasn’t singling you out per se) then that poster I’m sure knows this and knows that things might be said that they might disagree with and can be controversial. Honestly, I don’t know if I’m making much sense here but I don’t think it matters anymore.
All I can say syag, you seem like such a strong person who really believes in Hashem with your full heart. I can tell this by your comment “Hashem has been very kind”. I really look up to you and hope that if c”v I was given such a hard nisayon like you that I would be able to have the same outlook and strength that you have right now!!