Aww this made my day! I don’t know, I decided to leave ( as in stop commenting because I hate arguing with people but sometimes I can’t hold back because I get so frustrated! Then I saw that someone asked a question about a homeless man in queens and I happened to know the answer. Then against my better judgement I checked back at the thread from yesterday an saw supreme yelling at me so I got sucked back in!
Honestly I love the CR. my husband and I both find it so interesting and entertaining, but lately I feel that it might be damaging my yiddishkeit. I grew up very mo-dox, and became frummer on my own during and after high school, but I still really respect my family and how thy raise me. Sometimes I just can’t take the bashing in the CR. it’s as if modern people aren’t Jewish to many. I also guess that part of it is my fault because I guess I don’t know all the halachos and chumras, but something’s that I read here confuse me. I feel sometimes that t 120 iyH we will all greet Hashem and he is going to say.. You took things too far. You should have emphasized more on middos, and loving your fellow Jews and humans, and less about the color of your tights and length of your sheital. I have left the cr room over the passed few weeks thinking for split seconds, but still, that maybe some of this is silly and I should just quit and just try and be a good person. Obviously I love being frum and try to be a bas yisroel and good mother and wife, but I feel that the emphasis’ are all or somewhat wrong and that I’m stuck between wanting to improve daily in my yiddishkeit, but then being so so so turned off here that.. I should just leave because chalila it actually wil make me less frum. Does that make sense?