Aries2756 that is the most profound and touching post I have EVER READ. I really enjoy reading your comments. So beautiful. DId you really write that? why don’t you send that into Mishpacha or Bina magazine? I could cry from those words. G-d bless you. And wishing you a k’siva v’chasima tova.
By the way, how do you deal with all your losses? I too have had my share. It still hurts. i recall the past with a great deal of sadness. I regret many things.My husband always advises me to “Throw it over board” but I can’t. I still remember them all. And love them. Despite the hurt.