allsgr8- thats funny how we keep going the same time! (my next appointment is may 23rd so try to get something near there for ur next one too so we can keep this “tradition” up lol jk) i had a similar “situation” about a year ago when i just didnt care and ate whatever i wanted and bolused for it (it might be a little different bec ur x on a pump….) and i felt so out of control so when i went to my doc the next time i told her how i felt and she said “its normal for someone with a chronic illness like diabetes to feel that way after some time as long as it doesnt last and you get up, dust yourself off and start again fresh” (that is one reason why i love my doc because she knows its not easy!) so i think that you should talk to your doc about what you are feeling when you go this week! tell him/her what you just told me and ask how you could work on it without feeling burdened. because like it or not diabetes is here to stay it’s not going anywhere. so i think we all need to find a way to make it work for us. falling/failing is part of the deal and i know how hard it is and depressing too but i know that you can do it!! after you go to the doc this week… stand up brush yourself off and start again! and don’t forget we are all doing this together so we’ll help you through it!! and also don’t forget that our Father is Shamayim is holding our hand through it all the way!!
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