LeebaW. There are many reasons people turn off, many some are about the community, other cuz their siruation, family, friends, influences make them want to go crazy and they just escape and a small percentage is because they are immotionally ill, but that is ussually because they have someone wanting to murder them or something. I know a 15yr. Old whoose father wants to kill her and she ran away and is at friends but completely OTD, her father wants to do this cuz she told the cops that he was drinking and abusing her family, which was true and he ended up in jail, but now he is out…..so sad.
I think I would be off by now but I have so much emunah and I have a good attitude and try and see Hashems hand in everything…and I do ussually.
Hashem is my Best friend, he is the only person I have left in to confide in, and that is why I hold on and keep fighting every day.