Very interesting. Truth be told, anything left behind in this world will only be to the benefit of the family left behind. Once the neshama goes up, everything on this world that “belonged” to it is worth nothing. The only thing that is worth something are the actions we did in this world.
Do I fear the very idea of dying? yes, the fear of the unknown is scary. The fear of not doing enough good and the amount of sins I’ve done on this world terrifies me.