Being that I don’t know you I can’t advise you. However, we all must believe in the koach of Tefilla. Why don’t you post your name “ploni ben plonit) and at least some of us will daven for you. You never know where your yehoshua might come from.
Being that I don’t know you I can’t advise you. However, we all must believe in the koach of Tefilla. Why don’t you post your name “ploni ben plonit) and at least some of us will daven for you. You never know where your yehoshua might come from.