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i’m not really sure exactly what this person’s struggling with cuz they dont really talk about it with me much,
buttt i know that ‘shira’ was religious until ‘shira’ got friendly with someone who was not that religious and the friend’s father passed away and ‘shira’ got very turned off and i guess thought that Hashem isn’t fair chv”s. i know ‘shira’ also doesnt believe she has to do a lot of the mitzvot anymore :'( and doesnt understand why Hashem cares if she prays 🙁 and stuff like that, ‘shira’s’ now resenting it more and more and i think ‘shira’ believes that Hashem created the world but not that Hashem exists in her life anymore. :'( it’s soo sadd