Reply To: Deep Question.

It’s not a nisayon at all.

I mean, I have something right now that would really help me with my life, it’s been given to me after a lot of hard work many people did…

The fact is, I’ve been given this before, and it destroyed my life, it didn’t work right…

This time, it could, I could run through.

But I don’t think I am brave enough to do so.

I am scared, scared to get burned again and this time, I don’t know if I’ll survive another burn….

I also don’t trust the thing I’ve been given, after so many bad experiences with it…

Everyone is telling me to run through…

But sometimes I wonder, if it was THEIR decision, and they had lived MY life since the day I was born.

Could they have done it?

Is it fair to expect me to do it and get upset and think less of me if I don’t?