Logician, I wish that a couple years of learning was feasible for me… but at this point, i don’t yet have my degree, and most of my salary is going towards college tuition… that is why at this stage of my life I need someone that is working. I don’t know what Hashem has in “mind” for me, but I don’t think I’ll be able to “change my tune” until I get my degree (another 2 years)… I hope to find the level of frumkeit I’m looking for in a husband before then, but based on your perspective, I see that I need to raise the level on my davening… which i should be doing regardless…
(sigh…)