voos epes,
You need to see and learn about more of the world. You sound to me like a sheltered 16 year old who has a lot of religious fervor but little understanding of how to apply it because of your little understanding of the world outside your daled amot. For example, that’s why I mentioned the whole Farsi thing. Until you understand the way Persians think, you cannot understand their ability to be gracious, yet lie and backstab. There are other examples.
Besides which, you need to learn more Torah.