every person male or female goes through many tests in life-for that is why we are put in this world-& this is the test of faith that you are holding by. Upon passing a test hashem brings the person closer to Hashem.
Keep your faith & trust in hashem strong & continue davening & hopefully soon you will be answered & be ready for your zivvug so you can be raised closer to Hashem & go on to the next text of faith
HATZLACHA RABBA