moish- I dunno if it’s such a smart idea for me to get involved here 😉
re: “i think i’ll give you an answer: hormones, brains and stupid rebbeim”-
You’re a classic.
I’m surprised I’m the only one that really understood what you meant, without any explanations. I just kept reading that line and nodding my head. Yup- that’s the way it goes all right.
So you mean there’s hope? The second you turn 20 you’ll just pop right back into your old, pre-teenage, self? 😉