never blamed anyone else. she asked what made me change and i said i would give her an answer to satisfy her. i never actually answered her question. go back and look.
and you have no idea what i’ve been through so you can’t exactly talk. but yes, ultimately it was my decision and.
by the way, you have no idea what a rebbe can do. now imagine three years of that. ninth, tenth and eleventh. shouldn’t really blame the second two as much, they didn’t do anything directly, but they’re definitely incompetent and ill-equipped and should not be teaching high school. maybe bais medrish.