moish, your questions are deep and well thought out. I believe that you’ve inherited the “lawyer gene” from your dad. The way you asked was very sincere and the fact that you read the responses and followed up really impresses me. My point is not to flatter you. My point is that this shows you are a really good kid. No doubt about it. I don’t care if you don’t want someone to say that, or if you get angry. Now that you’ve read it you can’t forget it. (As a great man once said, “You can delete your cookies, but you can NEVER delete your memories”). Life is difficult for you now and you say that you do bad things. That may be true, but I see you are a good person. Don’t forget that.
That’s why everyone is so proud of you, even if they didn’t realize it consciously.
I had a very hard time stopping here. Be proud of me for stopping.