I’m shaking from the responsibility that has fallen into my lap.
Well, I don’t have a Rav sitting here, so what can I say? You win, you had the last word- and I’ll keep davening for you.
just some notes on what you said:
“now I can’t dump everything “-
Stop thinking in the extremes! nobody said to dump everything at once. Do it gradually and it won’t feel like “dumping”
“it’s the biggies that I can’t do”-
Precisely- nobody can. That’s why you start small. You start changing. The biggies become medium cuz you’ve changed inside- as a person- what you really yearn for, what you really want out of life. You will have more control over your mind, actions and decisions.
Hatzlacha! Hatzlacha! Hatzlacha!
oiy- you make me krechtz at such a young age
always remember- you need an encouraging word? a pat on the back for fighting your yetzer hara? You can always come to the CR- we support you every tiny step of the way
(that almost sounds corny- as you’d call us your virtual friends 😉