a long one again- sorry!
moish- go right ahead. As Joseph once mentioned “I’m like a sponge, lay all your blame at my feet…” (I quote him like ma’amarei chazal- ha!)
btw- I barely slept last night and was jumping outta my skin today from worry, nervousness, tenseness…. I don’t even know what to call it any more. I want to help you out but don’t know how much further you’ll let me go.
Also, I’m far from adequate help, so I need to enlist others. But you’re so reluctant to get others involved. I wish you would visit one of these kiruv websites. All your questions and asking for direction can be completely anonymous. Once you feel more comfortable (or maybe more desperate for real talk, advice, friendship etc.) you can take it further- get involved face to face with the organization you were dealing with.
I’m really at a loss, and yet I’m terrified to just let it ride from here. Somehow I feel very responsible for the outcome and I take my responsibilities very seriously.
Did everyone completely stop reading this topic cuz it was solely between moish & myself?? Hello- anybody out ther?