moish if I’m allowed to comment on anything regarding your spirituality anymore it has been said (supposedly even by R’ Chaim Kanievsky shlita) that no tefila, empty as you may think it is, is ever wasted, you helped someone, somewhere in the world and I for one, think that thats a wonderful use of time.
btw, this is possibly the reason that anshei kneses hagedolah wrote tefillos out, anyone know?
anonymisss your friends, good buddys, on the same side