This one is super rough, and also personal. Needa fix it up one of these days…
Hi,
are You still there
listening to me
helping me
guiding me
loving me?
After I turned on You,
ignored You
questioned You
lost You?
Of corse You are.
I turned from You,
and got lost on the way
But You waited to guide me,
while I walked in circles.
I ignored You,
because I couldn’t hear my voice
But You were waiting to listen,
while I pretended to sort out my problems.
I questioned You,
and didn’t wait for the answers
But somehow You still loved me,
even though I didn’t love myself.
I lost You,
When I really just lost myself
But You waited for me,
and listened to my cries
You helped me get through them,
and guided me on the way
You showed your unconditional love,
So I know that You’re still here.
You always were.
I just wasn’t opening my eyes,
not wide enough.