A world,
of craziness,
uncertainty,
cruelty and hatred,
people insensitive,
uncaring,
abandoned,
alone and so scared,
craving death,
my escape,
my life,
my way,
relief,
from the burning agony
inside of me.
unsure, uncertain,
bewildered so lost,
alone I stand,
not balancing,
not managing
I’m not strong enough.