SaysMe, I’m sorry for your rough day yesterday. A good thing we can do is look back at everything that happened and try to see what caused that anger, or how the frustration came about, and be able to spot it in the future before anything happens. Also, from personal experience, I can say that a bad day leads into a good day. The way we go higher is by pushing down. So the bad days are the days that we push down, but after that, we can use those experiences to go even higher. Hope today is much better!
Think first, that’s a beautiful poem, and you have a wonderful attitude! G-d will send you the right one at the right time, and may the right one deserve such a great person like you.