Reply To: Going off the Derech

Imaofthree-Maybe that’s the problem, I don’t feel like I’m a fantastic mother. And even if I go to a shiur or something, I feel great while I’m there. But I always come back to the painful reality of my son being OTD, and the tiny (or, maybe HUGE) voice that questions/analyzes the 16 years of mechanaching him, looking for what I did wrong. I know intellectually I shouldn’t blame myself, but no matter what I read, no matter what people tell me, I will always feel like I missed something somewhere, and this is the reason I can’t forgive myself.