Johnny, there are 3 options right now in front of you:
1. switch schools to a place where you will be happy. You have tried to make this happen, but ultimately the decision depends on other people and is beyond your control.
2. You can drop out. But what will you do instead?
3. You can stick it out. But you do not have to be miserable. One very important thing that you have learned is that we cannot control our environments or what happens around us. This is not only true for HS, but also for the adult real world- whether it is a bad job with a mean, demanding boss or a less than perfect marriage, etc. many times we will find ourselves in miserable circumstances that we cannot change. what we can though control is our attitudes. We all need to find the key to happiness within ourselves, no matter what is going on in life. You have shown tremendous strength by reaching out here for help, so we know that you have it in you. You changed your style of writing here which shows sensitivity to others. Try to find the positive in yourself and your circumstances. discover your talents and develop them. When you feel good about yourself, and are happy, and show a positive attitude, then others will feel good about you too. You can do this for yourself- don’t wait for your teachers or parents or friends to make your life good for you, make it good for yourself.