You said that you still have a year and a half. That’s enough time to make a change. You’re not in school to please your teachers. You’re in school for your own benefit. Ultimately this is for you.
Just because it’s not great doesn’t mean that it has to be a catastrophe.
Surely there is something that you do like about school?
Also, those girls don’t matter. You are great and one day b”H these experiences will be far gone. In order to get to this place, first please… tell me, what’s good about school?
What are three things that you like about school? Even getting out of the house for a few hours could be something, etc:
1) ?
2) ?
3) ?