“I have spent much of my life studying Torah and based on this study- and not on anything else- I think that what these men do is wrong.”
and you wear pants, and are proud of your mothers red wardrobe, and proudly use a word for an ism that has stood in direct opposition to Torah for 50 years (with a new modern derech of course, nevertheless you use the ugly word proudly) you think if you “learn” Torah that gives you the credentials to adopt Goyish attitudes. you have No credentials, you are just another unfortunate Yid destroyed by Golus, and you are so absorbed by it as to be proud.
im somewhat sorry if this is harsh, but when you dare try to use the Torah HaKodesh to defend your anti-Torah outlook, i am unable to just sit by such sewage quietly.