ya know, I am still struggling, I feel like you are genuine in your concern and I do appreciate your kindness. I will ponder…
I struggle because as a baalas teshuva I did not have the education that so many take for granted. I struggle because I hear so many contrasting opinions. I struggle because I thirst for knowledge and so many times when I ask a shaila I am not give the complete answer.
WHEW! now we are way off of topic, my appologies.