“I’m glad that some people took notice now that I didn’t see any other options than to take this to those who would act.”
Nobody took notice because of your threats, we took notice because of your pain.
“but if there is no one to turn to, I must go to anti Semitic sources. I don’t want to, but being one voice, with no backup, is not possible to succeed. ”
Im sorry, i don’t appreciate your threats, and honestly i can’t even fathom your point in going to jew haters to fix an abuse problem. There are several advocates for abuse victims in the jewish community and I cannot make the shidduch for you because i don’t know you. I would recommend calling amudim and telling them what you need or want to do to help and ask them for direction.
II sincerely wish you peace and healing.