Ever heard of Bitachon and Emunah? (Faith and Trust) in Hashem. Start working on it and make a daily learning Seeder of the Sefer Chovos Halevovos (duties of the heart)
I.e. do you Doubt Hashem would only do what’s best for you? Trust Hashem now too with complete faith and trust in Hashem that this was for your good that it stopped now before moved into marriage and then divorce C”V
May Hashem send your your true Zivvug very soon