Menachem: “I’m either misunderstanding something, or your lying, or you heard it from someone who was lying, or saw a forged version.”
I’m surprised that you would accuse me of lying. I didn’t think that was your style.
At any rate, when I saw the copy of the redacted version, and I’m talking possibly over 30 years ago, I went into the local Lubavich shul and searched for the sefer that they had cited as the source. (Sorry, but I can’t find it at the moment, and as I moved house about half a year ago I may have lost it.) It was not in a regular volume of sichos, but in a blue sefer printed by Kehos publishing company. I apologize that I can’t be more precise.