I am sorry to hear you are going through a hard time. Mental Health challengers are real and, I’m sorry to say, running away to a new town will not make things better. You need to address your issues with a good therapist and maybe some additional help. Moving is likely to increase your troubles, not make them go away. If you aren’t happy in Lakewood, I understand, and I would advise you consulting with friends and relatives to an area you can vacation at for a while. Moving without a solid plan won’t do you any good and moving and hoping to find a good therapist is not an option.
I recommend you continue looking for a therapist that works for you. Move if you must, but only to a place where you already have connections and know people. Don’t make the problem worse.