rachelli- i support you and i support teenager. you can never judge the next person until you’re in his shoes (sorry- cliche). and btw- G-d IS there for you right now, you just can’t see Him. or why this whole crazy situation is actually for your good. yes- you heard right- FOR YOUR GOOD.
loads and loads of hatzlacha and may you be zoche to see the light at the end of the tunnel very soon