Teenager,
This might offend you but it is for your good. Please forget about this silly blog and see someone who can really help you sort through these issues. Forget about helping all teenagers in your situation. That is really commendable but that is not what you should be concentrating on. If you are really honest about all your post and not some bored soul goofing around, you really need to see someone to sort through your issues. You need to help yourself and then you can help the world. Please don’t take offense with this but please take it seriously. I think this thread should be closed. It is doing more harm then good. You can re-open an other thread if you really just want to discuss the kosher hangout issue and this time leave out all your personal issues that you are going through. That should be dealt with anywhere other than cyberspace.
Good luck and I wish you well!