myshadow, first of all, who said i’m gonna shidduch date?? trust me, shidduchim is the FARTHEST thing from my mind. i don’t give a flip – whoever wouldn’t wanna marry me in ten years from now – good luck to them. you think i’m gonna change my life so that i could get a date that i don’t even know, want, or care about?? you’re very funny. i’m all of 16. even yeshivish 16 year old guys are probably not thinking about it.
and my point was that i’m sure i wouldn’t stay like this forever. eventually i’ll get a job and figure it out. for god’s sake, i’m only 16!