moish01: If I understand what you are trying to talk about, I had/have a similar struggle and I went to many people to ask them what to do and basically they said to get more yiras shamaim. I said thanks that really helps but I am still struggling and not getting anywhere. no one can understand a specific person’s struggle and everyone struggles differently. everyone has to figure out what works for them. Maybe when I find out what works for me I’ll let you know. If it helps, your not the only one out there struggling!
