Ramateshkolian: Perfect specimen. If you, an adult don’t have the deep down true concepts, how is a fourteen year old with a crisis going to have them. I learned it as a young adult in a way off the beaten track yeshiva, but apparently, it is not taught ever, and so we have children who need this anchor flying otd, and your average Jew not knowing the alef bais of why he is what he is. Study the Rambam Yad, the Moreh, shmone praking, the Ramban, the works of the Geonim, and the Mussar of the Neviim. And then do kiruv behatzlacha.
Twisted, a Ramotalephian