Sacrilege
Please. Looks and a killer body are important to many guys but if the girl has an unpleasant nature it ain’t going nowhere. A bad personality can make the prettiest girl look hideous.
I don’t know what you look like and for all I know you have the looks body and chilledness. Hashem has a plan for you. I don’t know why you are still single but you know you aren’t alone. There are 100’s of great girls in your boat. All I can tell you is, it can only help to come closer to Hashem. Your recent changes Movies tv music…will definitely make a Roishum in shomayim. Keep growing keep working on yourself.
For the record most guys care that the girl has a healthy body. But don’t excuse being fat with guys are shallow and I’m ok. If you are fat YOU have a problem with food. You need to work on your self control and it can likely be a sign that there are other areas of your life being out of control.
Every fat girl I (I mean 20 pounds + overweight) ever dated or that I know of or am related to has issues. Sorry if its not politically correct.