Hi there, Happiest! Haven’t seen ya in quite some time! Glad to hear ur doing fine!!
You’re right. Every person gets in a bad mood SOMETIMES. Besides, you know too much to get back to where you’ve been. It’s impossible to get back to square one. You’ve experienced a lot, and you already know what depression is all about. Don’t let it scare you! You WILL NOT go back there Bezras Hashem. Put on some good music, write, draw…. whatever. Do something to lift your mood. Hatzlacha!!!!! (BTW I still daven that you find ur bashert. Please keep us posted!!)