adorable – (im actually responding to what you wrote on the “we miss you” thread.
there are many girls who have also seen or done things, unfortunately, that they wish they hadn’t and now are married. what about all those baalei teshuvas who get married – think they’ve been innocent their whole life?
it’s good to regret how it’s changed you. now feel remorse, and then move on. staying in guilt is staying with the aveira. the yetzer hara wants to tell you that now that you’ve lost your innocence, it doesn’t matter. But wrong! every decision you make matters. a tzaddik falls 7 times; but the difference between a tzaddik and a rasha is that the tzaddik keeps picking himself up.