How do you think Jewish women who were married to Arabs and were later saved through the Israeli organization Yad… I read on YWN thata Gadol in EY said they actively bring Moshiach closer through returning themselves to Yiddishkeit. If this can be said about those women, than kal v’chomer to someone in your circumstance (I’m not actually comparing ch”v).
The Midrash says light is only appreciated when it comes after darkness.