always here – I know that often times it may not seem like it, but Hashem never gives us more than He knows that we can handle. My condolences to you on the loss of your beloved friend. As we all know, we can’t choose our family but we can choose our friends. Many times our friends are closer to us and as dear to us as our family members and often times our friends “become” our family. As you go through the mourning period for your friend, remember how well you got on together and the good times that you had. I certainly hope that everything that life is throwing at you these days will be quickly and properly resolved. If you cannot do it along, get help – there is a lot available out there.
I am thinking about you.